STUPID BAND.

it was so HORRIBLE today. everything was so CRAP-like after 2 months of no band. now i wish we had some practises during the holidays. there were so many parts where we were just moving around the field with no music at all. i contributed to the sucky-ness of today's prac. for some reason, today just wasnt a good day. at the start of the prac i suddenly broke out in a COLD SWEAT and felt like throwing up. thank goodness i managed to keep it all in. then when we ran through the show, i couldnt hold my instrument up properly. if sarah had been there, she would've killed me. it was at less than 50 degrees. and i barely played anything at all. poor claire was playing by herself cuz hamizan doesnt play in the first place. GAAAH. hopefully tomorrow will be better. HOPEFULLY. because its compulsory for everyone to go. >.<