stomach flu, that was what I had on saturday. apparently, it was because of my gulping down water when my stomach was empty. bleh. skipped swimming today, it is raining. oh, and also because my bro hasnt finished his homework. my mum made my maid lock him outta the house, cuz he needs to complete his tuition stuff for tmw.. he got angry and threw something at my maid, which broke. and coincidentally, that thing belonged to me. HATE HIM. oh sigh, yesterday my mother confronted me about something that my bro has been doing, something that I only told my maid. (who, bigmouthedly, told my mum. not that I blame her or anything.) so my mum was like, you suspect your brother of playing truant during church? and I couldnt say anything, because I had told my maid about him always going to the toilet as soon as we reach church.. I only thought he might be up to something, but my mum made me go up and tell my dad. she said it was my responsibility as an elder sister to make sure that what my bro does is right. well, I guess she's right, but it doesnt mean I cant have negative feelings about it.. sigh. sometimes I hate my brother so much, he just seems to be destroying everyone's lives, not just his own. everytime he gets my parents angry, they will start yelling at each other, my dad being the 'stable' one always gives in to my mum.. and then they take it out on che tirih and me.. argh I hate it when that happens. cant complain about it though, my parents are just like that. they make big deals out of nothing. especially my brother. oh well, I've ranted enough, though this doesnt seem like ranting.. lol.
today we had impromptu speech, which was really impromptu because I didnt know about it til recess. my topic was on teamwork. personally, if I'd had time to think about it, I think I would have done better.. but I was scared.. and as usual, my hands were completely cold. up in front, while talking to the class, I was like.. having a brain-block.. it was bad.. I ended with this really crap line "in conclusion, I would like to reinterate that teamwork is very important for our survival". really. couldnt ever have been a worse ending. I wanted to smack myself. BLEH. anyway, its over now, no use crying over spilt milk eh? I also realised, during the others' speeches, that a lot of the stuff they said had to do with joanne.. eg. beeleng, amelia, nicole.. it was weird. haha, I guess I'm just being strange again. okay, shall stop typing now, my fingers are frozen. rain rain, come again tomorrow.